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[17 Sep 2008|12:11am]

Im getting urges again! I want to start so bad. I feel like im never gunna get to my goal of 125. 25 pounds from what I am now!! College is so hard and so hard to hide this. I can try.. I guess o Have to

[26 Mar 2008|04:18pm]

Wow this placd is dead.. Well I guess I can post anyways. I'm now 103.8 (I did get down to 98. something lbs... but I gained weight). Wish more people were in this community.

[20 Oct 2007|12:08am]

Okay  new stats

My ctw is now staying between 106-109... hoping to keep droping to pounds
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My new diet plan [27 Jun 2007|05:02am]

[ mood | cynical ]

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[14 Jun 2007|06:26pm]

Name: Bunny
Age: 19
Sex: female
Height: 5'6
Cwt: 113 lbs
Hwt: 235 lbs
Lwt: 110 lbs
Stgwt:100 lbos
Ltgwt: 85 lbs
Ed type: Mia
Diagnosed? Or self Diagnosed? Self.
They are really scary... and I don't know how to lj cut yet. It still confuses me... but I'll put some on here anyways if it's okay.
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[14 May 2007|06:39pm]

Name: rather not...at least for now
Height: 5 ' 6"
Ed type: attempted bulimia
Diagnosed? Or self Diagnosed?: self diagnosted

[25 Mar 2007|11:25pm]

[ mood | contemplative ]

So I was just out with my roommates and some of their friends and we were sitting around playing cards and some were eating cookies. And then one of the guys made some comment about eating the cookies and then going to throw them up. Then they all started joking about it. Part of me just wanted to join in and joke about it with them but I know that I am now too far gone to ever be able to go back to that point. But as I thought about it though, I don't think that I would go back and change things even if I could. I mean my ED is part of me, I can't imagine my self without it. If that makes sense in any kind of twisted way.


[06 Mar 2007|11:19pm]

Do any of you know what a normal body fat percentage is for a 20 year old girl?
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[04 Mar 2007|08:17am]

Oh god.

So I have been gaining weight lately, I am up to 135.
I used to be 120.
I took a pregnancy test today.
And it came up positive.
I don't know what to do.
I want to fucking die right now.

I don't know
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Hi [31 Jan 2007|04:22pm]

Name: Liz
Sex: Female
Ed type: Mia
Diagnosed? Or self Diagnosed? Diagnosed by family doctor.

[29 Jan 2007|06:18pm]
I've been doing so well the past week!

Going for a meal tonight with my parents so I am really really worried. I suppose I will just drink a lot of water between mouthfuls and go straight to the toilet to purge.

I'm so nervous about people hearing etc. Ughhh.

Wish me luck!

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Hello [28 Jan 2007|01:12am]
Age: 19
Sex: Female
Height: 5'9"
Cwt: 149 (Ugh)
Hwt: 163
Lwt: 125
Stgwt: 139
Ltgwt: 125
Ed type: Mia
Diagnosed? Or self Diagnosed? Self.
Pics: ...

Other stuff: Hi Everyone. I've always had problems with my weight and been very very insecure. Lately I have been feeling terrible because of my weight and am really trying this time to do something about it! So I felt like joining this community was a great place to start. I've only started purging recently and still struggle to get large amounts of food up but there seems to be a little more each time I do it. Is that how it usually works? I suppose your body begins to adjust after a while?

I take Ephedrine pills and also Do-do chesteze which both help to supress my hunger (I am a big food lover) I have only recently started takng both pills so am waiting to see the effects. Fingers crossed.

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[25 Jan 2007|09:49pm]

[ mood | tired ]

Name: Carolina
Age: 15
Sex: Female
Height: 5'0"
Lwt: 110
Stgwt: 110
Ltgwt: 95-100
Ed type: mia
Diagnosed? Or self Diagnosed? self
Pics: none


[07 Jan 2007|10:17am]

this is a convo between my twin sister talking to her guy friedn(who i hapen to (like)
brianna-whats good
boy-nothing you
brianna-uggg feeling crappy
brianna-cuz im fat
boy- no no your not..besides your sister is the one with the weight on her.

now this is serious. how did i ever get my self to think being 134 and 5'4 was ok. welll obvisly its not! ok now it serious..im going to get down to 120 my feb. and we will see what happens from there.
hope all of you are doing better

[27 Dec 2006|10:58pm]

[ mood | sick ]

ok so my throat is soooo swollen, partly because i am sick and partly because of all the purging i do. god it hurts so bad! i really dont know what to take for it, i hate cough drops so much. well i am donr complaining now, so i hope everyone had a better day then me!

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[25 Dec 2006|09:54pm]

[ mood | energetic ]

Hi everyone! So i hope everyones christmas has been good. Mine was pretty good. I had to eat dinner with my parents but i had to take a shower after that so it was the perfect time to purge so really i have eaten nothing today at all. Hurray!! I also have lost like 6 pounds in the last week. Hope everyone is having a great evening.

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[23 Dec 2006|09:16pm]

hi everyone, i have a question and i hope someone has an answer- i went to the dentist today and every time i go they say something about how my teeth are stained on the inside bottom. I brush my teeth after i purge, but i guess its not helping. anyone have any suggestions on how to keep my teeth from staining? Hope you all have a great christmas!!
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[22 Dec 2006|09:16pm]

Name: veronica.
Age: twenty.
Sex: female.
Height: 5'4''
Cwt: 145
Hwt: 165
Lwt: 92
Stgwt: 125
Ltgwt: 90-95
Ed type: bulimia.
Diagnosed? Or self Diagnosed? diagnosed.
Pics: none
Other stuff:I just had my daughter 7 months ago, so i am trying to lose all the baby weight. I do alot of restricting, but when i get really hungry i eat, but not to the point where i am binging then purge. after that my stomach hurts so i dont feel like eating anymore for that day. I have had this ed for around 7 years now. i dont really excercise or anything, i should the weight might come off faster. well i am going on a fast starting tomorrow, so hopefully it helps. if anyone has any comments for me or wants to talk let me know!
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blahness [22 Dec 2006|09:56pm]

ok so i am totaly disgusted with myself. i dont know how this happend! i have gained 5 pounds.....so much for trying to stop purging..im not goingt o fight anymore urges. and im going on a excersize plan tonight!! ill have to make one tonight. and a question. how much weight can you get off in 10 days. i have 10 days off of school and i want to know what i should aim for in that time frame. thanks you
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[12 Dec 2006|04:17pm]

Ok. So I am gaining weight really fast.
Like, I gained 3 pounds in the last week.
I thought I was pregnant and I was really stressed out.
But I got my period today.

I hate getting my period, I only get my period when I am fat and it pisses me off.
I want to be so skinny that it stops. 
I miss being 5'6 and 110 pounds.
fuck puberty.
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